I am still pretty depressed, but trying to keep going. I do feel good that I've been working on my replies to messages. I'm down to about 400 when I had well over 1200 (spanning over 6 months). Hope to have it caught up, soon. Also, I have a couple of small "sign" emotes I hope to post soon for you all to use.
Anyhow, I just saw I'm about 300 pageviews away from 600,000. I don't normally run kiribans anymore, but I thought maybe I would this time. The first person to get a screenshot of the 600,000 and to post it in the comments here will get a chibi cupcake from captainsavvy
(I have a few on order from her for just this type of thing).
Good luck, and again I thank you all for your support. I certainly didn't plan to be where I am in life, and to have become such a cruddy community member, but things happen. I appreciate you all sticking by me.