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Blargh

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 14, 2012, 3:38 AM

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:hmm: Just gonna mostly cross-post this with my mirz-alt account:

Just a quick heads-up, but I'm in a pretty full-fledged depression now. I really have been pushing very hard to stay positive and (I think) have managed well the past month or two, but a few things have happened over the last week that have sent me on the spiral. I'd been doing pretty well keeping upbeat, and probably would have been okay if one or two of the things had hit. But being faced with three or four negatives, I'm just not finding the energy to keep smiling. I'm still forcing myself to do art, but I'm kinda avoiding other socialization as I don't want to drag anyone down.  Just wanted everyone to know, I'm not mad at anyone, or avoiding anyone because I'm upset about anything anyone did.

That said, I just want to say a huge "sorry" to a few people. You know who you are. I have the most inane way of screwing things up, often irreparably.  If I hurt you, upset you, or even made you want to listen to sad songs, I apologize.

Um, I think that's it. Still plan to keep up with NaNoEmo, so keep a watch out.

Reminds me of...



Because, art makes me feel a little better when depressed, some pieces which remind me of OCs.  If you want to know who, just ask, but I won't bore you with the details...

The Frigoli Family by LuigiL Vampire by Venlian Imagine by Whisperwings :thumb84935318: BAH by Negshin Francois by ThreshTheSky Free Fall by Iabri71


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Cmotes Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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silverhammer Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:huggle: get better soon dear, we'll be waiting when you get back.

Also, if you need someone to talk to, just whistle :)
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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Astrikos Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012   General Artist
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You are the best!
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Astrikos Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012   General Artist
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Steph1254 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Student Digital Artist
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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sugarislife28 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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Steffel Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ack, that's awful! I really hope you'll feel better soon. :hug:
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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I do feel better.
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EternalxRequiem Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww! I hope some positive things happen for you soon. I know how life can get one down when it throws a bunch of terrible stuff at them. :tighthug:
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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ColoredTalesStudios Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Student General Artist
That's sad to hear. I hope things get better for you soon enough.
If there's anything I can do to help, then let me know.
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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ColoredTalesStudios Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012  Student General Artist
You're welcome~
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bloodrose83 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you feel better soon. If you need anything, I'm here to talk.
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
Thank you. sadly, these moods do best when I curl up in a corner alone, away from the world. :(
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bloodrose83 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I'm still here if you need it, though I understand needing time away from people. I get the same way.
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Zerg620 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
I wish there was something I could do to help.
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
thank you. :heart:
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SamusFairchild Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
My husband once told me that all it takes to fight depression is the decision to not be depressed.

He's full of shit.

However, there is some wisdom to it, in that depression usually wins unless there is conscious effort to stop it. I think about bigger things until my problems seem really small. Takes days, sometimes weeks, but its a lot easier to tackle insurmountable problems when they no longer seem insurmountable... But that may be just me.

I also enjoy reading things ridiculously close to my own thoughts written down in illustrated blog form by someone else-> [link]

Also, eat chocolate. That is never the wrong thing to do.
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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Someone suggested playing with cats. I think playing with cats while eating chocolate is probably the cure for anything. :D
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SamusFairchild Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
Oh man, I don't want to be afflicted with whatever that wouldn't cure.
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namenotrequired Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Student Interface Designer
:huggle: you have nothing to apologise for to me. I hope things will get better.
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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mangasockattack Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Listen to jazz! "It Don't Mean A Thing If It Ain't Got That Swing" by Ella Fitzgerald always helps me when I'm depressed. I hope you feel better! :blowkiss:
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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axslayer33 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
when upset, eat chocolate. If that fails, eat more. If that fails, play with cats. If you're still sad, read A.J. Jacobs.
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
Playing with cats while eating chocolate is awesome. :D
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axslayer33 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Just don't play with chocolate on cats...I hear melted hersheys is hard to get out of fur....
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TheRejectPhoenix Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
If anything, I should be apologizing for not speaking to you more often. I'd think up excuses, but there are none, I've just been being a bad friend. :/

Anyway, I hope you feel better soon. :huggle:
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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No worries. We're all busy. and it was nice to see you in chat today.
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CalilTheGayPrince Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug: I could suggest some music that might cheer you up? :)
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Mirz123 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012
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I'm better now, but perhaps I will take you up on that sometime.
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CalilTheGayPrince Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That's good to know! :)
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jelle1218 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
:hug: Depression seems to me like a virus going round the internet right now :( *sigh*
I usually listen to Simple Plan when I'm really down, not sure if you'd like them :shrug: You can try :)
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