
Why?As I sit and ponder,
I wonder why
the joy of a kiss melts
to the pain of a cry.
I wonder why happiness
is merely a dream
While misery is as
real as it seems.
I wonder of darkness
that engulfs the night.
The caring between lovers
who continually fight.
I wonder of purging
the soul with tears
Yet carrying the hurt within
throughout the years.
I wonder of a child's birth
into this life
How it ends in a coffin
after pain, stress and strife.
I wonder why some things
are doomed from the start
but nevertheless end up
breaking your heart.
I wonder why the agony
that dwells within
Burns like the fire
of original sin.
Is
As I feared, my depression has come back with a vengeance. It's been teasing for the last couple of weeks, but a few days ago I lost the battle with keeping it at bay. I have to admit, it felt good having a stretch of positivity, but it crashed down pretty hard. I'm not gonna totally isolate myself as I tend to get too far behind on dA stuff and that causes more stress. However, I may not be a uber-active as I can be. Anyhow, just letting everyone know, I'm around, but I probably won't be very good company, so I'm gonna try to stay to myself until I feel a little better. If anyone needs anything, you can note me or comment here. I'll be back in better form when I can.
In the meantime, you can look at some of lovely art I've gotten recently...

*** Cross-posted on my `Mirz123 and `mirz-alt accounts. ***








Here's a hug for you!
I really hope you feel better soon. Depression is the pits.
I'm sure you'll bounce back and be your old self in no time.